aNotHer DaY

masih lagi di sini........ another day working with the timetable. sometimes mcm nak marah... because i really tired. plus with rasa bersalah wif encik sayang n cik ilhamS. but do i have a choice? working hard wif this thing but da output still hampeh. huhuhu..... kadang2 lepas semua yang berlaku.. mama rasa x berbalai buat semua nie. juz menyakitkan jiwa... kadang2 rasa adakah yg menhargai? atau pun org masih pointing finger atas kisah itu walaupun kini kisah itu hanya kenangan? working late nite.... adakah yg memahami????

en sayang.. thanx kerana memahami.....
cik iLHams... maaf atas pengabaian ini.... janji it will last this week...
en dan cik students... hargailah pengorbanan kami ini.... jgn fail paper lagik...
dan encik n cik2 yg lain........... masihkah pengorbanan ini satu kesilapan????

GoiNg to TuRn To NeW DaY... BuT i StiLL aT HeRe

another 8 minutes.. the new day will come. but mama.. acik xerra.. aunty yin still at college. working with the timetable. can u imagine.... iths about 16 hours mama been at this college. from morning where the sun stil cant be seen till the sun goes down and moon came out. but i still here. so starving... so sleepy... but i still here. timetable still facing a problem. not one... but about 100 failures with it. time conflict.. lecturer conflict... room cant be occupied plus that plus this n plus plus. huhuhuhu...........

i wish i can be at home with iLHams n papa. all people out there already going to bed... but mama still in her crazy world.... plus.. tomorrow another hectic day for mama.. acik xerra. kat sape nak mengadu nie? kalu mengadu pun, ader ke yg sudi paham masalah kami??? tentative untuk esok....

• 0830 college registration
• 0930 timetable briefing with hnd mentors
• 1030 academic consultation
• 1400 attend online registration briefing
• plus... working with the timetable again n again

for the first time in 9 years of working i being like this... may be will be repeated at next semester..... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........

iLHamS... sleep well k with ur papa. dont be notty..... i will back.. but dunno at what time.

-- midnite@college --

-- acik xerra & aunty --

--timetable people.. mad world--

ReST oF mY LiFe

Like The Stars That Hang Above Me
Shining Through Like They See Upon Me
Make Me Feel So Blue
My Mind Was Set Up To The Memories Of You

All The Things That We've Been Through
Me And You

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Kiss You And Don't Wanna See You Cry

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Will Love You Till The Day I Die

Oh..For The Rest Of My Life

So Please Stay And Listen To Me
For A While
I Just Wanna Tell You
What My Heart Is Feelin' Inside

And Maybe That Will Help You
To Realize
That My Love for You
Is Getting Stronger And High..

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Kiss You And Don't Wanna See You Cry

I Wanna to Tell You That I
I just Wanna Hold You And I
Will Love You Till The Day I Die

aLHamDuLiLLaH

alhamdulillah... 1st trimester untuk kali nie hampir tamat. kali nie penangan nyer lebih berbanding masa mama ngan iLHamS dolu. now.. hampir everyday aku muntah2. huhuuhu. cuma nyer rasa best sket sebab 1st trimester kali nie aku tengah cuti semester. so.. no more lari2 dari classroom to toilet cam dolu.. our first scan last week alhamdulillah. baby looks developing well. i think iLHamS know that they will have adik soon. kakak cam biasa la... macho jerr. but aku notice perubahan pada dni... manjanyer dua macam. adik is not so adik anymore... hehehhe ..tak mau langsung dengan org lain.. juz nak melekat je ngan mama. hahaha... satu lagik dok suka menenggek atas perut mama. huhuuhu.. dont worry sayang.. mama sayang kamu.....

== aDiK iLHamS @ 9 weeks ==

bZ n BenGonG

afta a month of holidays.. masuk keje mcm da bengong sket.... banyak mender nak wat... tapi x tahu nak dahulukan yg mana. tambahan wedding pak ngah x sampai sebulan pun lagik. hectic nyer..... huhuhuhuh............ iLHAM... mama nak peluk kamu skang jugak...

iLHaM BaCK To ScHooL

after about a sebulan setengah cuti.. now they have back to their normal xtvt.. skol..... payah nyer nak meninggalkan derang kat skol... speciall dni... walaupun reaction itu telah di agak terlebih dahulu. dni nanges mcm org kena pukul x mo g skol. seb bek mama da punch kad dolu... kalu x sure lewat nyer. (x sempat nak amik pic sebab kelam kabut....)

ni la akibatnya setelah bercuti lama. sepanjang cuti memang dok ngan mama jer. bangun2 tdo tengok mama. kalu mama x bangun lagik siap naik atas mama n kejutkan mama. then dok main kat luar ngan atuk...

hehehe... petang balik da ok....

Ku GeMBiRa

mama cant stop smiling. Susah nak gambarkan perasaan nie. BAHAGIA...